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I think there's a conspiracy by the internet against me.. everytime the browser or icq or msn or SOMETHING will screw up on me.. even livejournal does it.. *($@$^#%! Anyway... bah!I haven't written much in days.. why? Cos 1. I have a boring life.. the most exciting thing that I might talk about is work (*freaks out*) 2. I get so tired from work that I hardly have energy to do anything else. There was this period of time when my friend would ask how I was feeling and each time the reply was "good, but tired" and I start to wonder why he even bothered asking still.Anyway today I took TWO naps... imagine that! Elaine asked if I wanted to join her and Roger this afternoon and I said ok (I woke up at 5am btw) but later she had to change plans cos of some family thingy that I didn't bother to try understand when she told it to me cos I was like half stoned then.Had some problems at work yesterday.. did some change of seats so this two English couple could sit together and the woman whose seat I moved was upset about it and made such alot of noise that they had to upgrade her to pacify her. Of course that caused me big trouble cos they have to explain why they upgraded her and her friend etc so I have to write a report.. a black mark on the record.. fucking bitches! It really doesn't pay to try so hard sometimes.. should be more like my mentor, just tell them they can't have seats together and leave it to the officer to do something about it. No point trying so hard to help them then get myself into trouble... bullshit :(Mark looked for me today... *sighs* I feel we have drifted apart.. so I'm not too sure anymore if we should meet when I go to the states.. but it's like, if we don't now, the next chance won't be anytime soon.. and I don't want to regret it after I get back to Singapore.. so I guess I will...?Sometimes I really have no idea what I want.But I love this song.. bloody romantic.. I'll probbaly melt into an unrecognizable puddle of goo if the guy I love get this song played during a romantic date... *drools*